I used to love unconditionally.
I used to care unconditionally.
I used to make people happy unconditionally.
why do people keep giving me reasons
to love with conditions
to care with conditions
to make people happy with conditions.
I loved fixing things. Especially a real broken one. Especially a human being.
Too immersed in fixing others, I forgot that I’m a human. Never realised that I need it too. To be fixed.
Sadly, I never realised that there was no one there..to fix me. Just realize that there was never someone there.Never.
This is my battle. I am my own soldiers. I am my own fixer.